蟹·寄生

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End of May — Keren Ann

Close your eyes and roll a dice
Under the board there’s a compromise
If after all we only live twice
Which life is the runroad to paradise
Don’t say a word here comes the break of the day
In while clouds of sand raised by the wind of the end of May

Close your eyes and make a bet
Faced to the glare of the sunset
This is about as far as we get
You haven’t seen me disguised yet
Don’t say a word here comes the break of the day
In while clouds of sand raised by the wind of the end of May

Close your eyes and make a wish
Under the stone there’s a stone-fish
Hold your breath, then roll the dice
It might be the runroad to paradise
Don’t say a word here comes the break of the day
In while clouds of sand raised by the wind of the end
Don’t say a word here comes the break of the day
In while clouds of sand raised by the wind of the end of May

P.S.
天，还是阴的颜色，
三月，花开，
公路边，黄绿相接，
龙泉山，盈盈一片。

四月，花落，飞絮漫天，
随风，或是成双，或是飘零，
最后一地落英，缤纷无双。

那些日子，
也有倔强不肯退去的粉色，
在偶有阳光刺目的时间里，
映着嫩的叶面，泛开光晕。
或有的淡香，依稀可辨，
此后，柔软的瓣，黄的蕊，
依稀在那场雨里萧然归去。

之前的光景，
也有一地灿烂的景象，
满山遍野的桃花，
还有，
那些目所未及的地方，
猝不及防就凋零在那场雨里的芬芳。
淡淡的温度，还有渐行渐远的风，
于是，五月，又剩些屈指可数的时光，
荡漾在这个模糊的季节。

离开的时光，就像独自的旅行，
一直走在远方，
陌生的远方，看过似曾相似的景致，
那些陡峭的悬崖，那些贝壳堆积的沙滩，
都朝着海天连接的方向，
水色宕开的界限，是隐约着的山，
浅浅浮起，
那是曾经向往过的地方。

拍很多照片，
是那些想像中的风景。
此后，一放就是很久，
仿佛是场陈旧的记忆，
封存那时，
然后，让那场记忆，一如既往，
不看不想间，变不成回忆。

此后，在某个失忆的午后，
有温暖的阳光，一抹清风，
淡蓝色的天空，几朵云，
于是，
翻看曾经纸鸢飞过的天，
曾经走过的沙滩，曾经捡过的贝壳，
曾经遇到的人，曾经想像的事，
只是时光摇曳，
指尖敲下的，留在此处，
曾经远走的，再不回头，
于是此刻，不留痕迹，
于是此刻，不动不伤。

若是某天，
重归故里，或远行某处，
那时人面桃花，低头成殇，
看尽花开花落，
此时一笑而过，云淡风轻，
只是不说想念。

就算，
那般往事，梦里执着，忘而不忘，
也不过，
如焰火盛开于苍穹，再是留恋，
那抹动容于心，
也不过转瞬即逝。

–     五月花尽，花叶远行，
叶落无双，忘归彩云。

FL:   绚烂的万花筒，是恍惚的梦境，
       抹去一切，剩下无根的思绪在不知名地飘荡，
       幻像中有不生不灭的停歇，
       或死如夏花的淩烈. 

 

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paralyzed by ancient delight
and riding for a fall today
i am dressed in style, so eager in mind
but furthermore distracted by you
and it’s like i lose myself
in dreaming of summer days in bloom
oh, i’ve got no clue how i could fight that
all that i am is worth a dime
worth a dime

this liquid lunch will not stop my punch-
drunk quality to doze while i run
it is thirty-nine degrees in my mind
it’s thirty thousand miles more to go
cause it’s like i lose myself
in dreaming of summer days in bloom
for i’ve got no clue whatever happened
all that i am is worth a dime
worth a dime

P.S.  
         这篇迟到的blog，早就写好却在draft里一躺很多天，
         今天贴上来，算是这个夏天不被忘却的纪念.

         已经模糊了曾经是以怎样的感官PS这样的图，
         混乱了许多的颜色，
         只是依然很有感触的那句  that gift is off..
         灭了幻想的季节，梦里，Me too…    

FL:说’Hello’, 说’Goodbye’, 过程很长,或者很短,
      一如走过的人和事,
      在茫然里写着遗忘, 在梦境中铭刻过往.

Honest Goodbyes- Bic Runga

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Sink with the tide
Rescue me if you like
I’ll be leaving it all up to you
Think how we tried
It’s o.k. to be lied to
As long as it’s only by you

People say to me it’s best that we’ve parted
‘Cause you know I’m better alone
Don’t explain to me how you’re so broken hearted
I’m too busy mending my own

Ending each night with such honest goodbyes
Such honest goodbyes for the last time
Honest goodbyes only work once or twice
They work once or twice
Then the rest must be lies

Late ever night the colours fade from the sky
And the music is gone from the moon
Standing in line for what used to be mine
What use is the rhyme with no tune

People say to me it’s best that we’ve parted
And nothing is carved out in stone
It’s such a shame how we’re back where we started
It’s late now and time that we go

Ending each night with such honest goodbyes
Such honest goodbyes for the last time
Honest goodbyes only work once or twice
They work once or twice
Then the rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies 

P.S.
      梦里再见的,不知是失而复得,
      怅然醒来 ,一数几年,
      亲人已在尘土下,
      念而不忘的纪念,  再见之时不懂说再见.
        

FL: Mai的那段低音合声,  擦着听觉轻轻震荡,
      一如感性地触摸, 越来越快乐,
      此时窗外, 温暖的春色,满目绚烂.

Tonight I feel closed to you — Mai Kuraki (仓木麻衣) + 孙燕姿

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Close my eyes and feel your mind
Time has passed
I walk like a shadow
Never knew what I am going through
You touch my heart and take my breath away

Whisper on the wind so softly
Let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
Reach for your hand (You’re holding my key)
And you show me the way

Tonight, I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

All the tears that haunt my past
You promised it’ll be better tomorrow
Play that song
You and I listened to
And let it gently ease our pain

Tender rain drops from the blue sky
Flowers blooming, life is so divine
Like sunlight on a stream (You’re holding my key)
You show the world to me

Tonight, I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

So much love in this beautiful world
Search for the brightest star in the sky
You will find the meaning of love
Don’t be afraid (Don’t be afraid)
Just be yourself (Just be yourself)
We need this love… I’ve never knew

Tonight, I feel close you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

Tonight, I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

P.S.            
      
       绿子问渡边有多喜欢他，
       渡边回答：“ 在一个风和日丽的春天里，你走在森林中，
       突然蹦出来一头毛茸茸的可爱极了的小熊，
       小熊问你“小姐，愿意和我一起玩打滚游戏么？”
       接着，你和小熊从长满三叶草的的山坡上互相拥抱着从山坡上打滚，
       玩了整整一天，玩的开心极了。我就这么喜欢你！”      

FL: 听Cold water那夜, 从无眠到混沌,
清醒之后只是沉静,
听 9 Crimes,Damine Rice的声音是不动声色酿好的酒,
晃动支离破碎的印象,
喝下旋律中藏好的毒,
于是泛滥的情绪,惑目灼人.

9 Crimes — Damien Rice

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Leave me out with the waste
This is not what i do
It’s the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It’s the wrong time
For somebody new
It’s a small crime
And i’ve got no exuse
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
Leave me out with the waste
Is that alright with u?
This is not what i do
It’s the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It’s the wrong time
but she’s pulling me through
It’s a small crime
And I’ve got no exuse
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with u?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with u?

P.S.
有一种落寞是注定的, 潜伏在骨子里,
舔食半糖的记忆和温软的快乐,
留下的冷清被寂寞肆意挥霍,
最后粉身碎骨.

平静到大平静,
淡去到大淡去,
越浅薄的越彻底,越冷清的越快乐,
世界两端该是个怎样的极乐.
past past time,
last last night,
who knows, who cares..
记得这里,
很久以前,只是歌词而已.

<七宗罪>是最近看的老片,
9 Crimes, 开了个成人的玩笑,
或许在7原罪之后,第8宗是寂寞的罪,
最后一宗罪还是寂寞,是更深更远的寂寞.