蟹·寄生

FL: 悠闲的下午, 隔着玻璃稍微幻想一下阳光的效果,
贴首Iridio的单曲, 拒绝粗糙的元素, 恰到好处叫醒有点恹恹欲睡的耳朵.

Night Prayer — Iridio

This lonely road I am walking on
Where did it begin? Where will it end?
And when the dark night comes
Who will save my soul?
On my lonely road will I walk alone?

I never feared darkness coming near
Now I don’t know why I behold the sky
To find the brightest star
With it’s brilliant light
So I pray to thee, will you shine on me?

Mother Moonlight, fill my scared eyes
Light up my way with your brightest ray
Shining on everything through the clouds
Take my hands ‘till the morning will come.

This dusty road where I walk alone
With my restless heart and my tired bones
It’s going on and on
But I know for sure
That it’s leading me to the world of dreams

This lonely road You are not alone
I am walking on When you leave your home
Where did it begin? And you’re far away
Where will it end? On a dusty way
And when the dark night comes I will always care
Who will save my soul? And I will be there
On my lonely road Every time you call my name
will I walk alone?

I never feared darkness coming near
Now I don’t know why I behold the sky
To find the brightest star
With it’s brilliant light
So I pray to thee, will you shine on me?

P.S. 关于Iridio, 是王子与公主的童话,
当VALENTINA 和 FRANZ的手牵在一起,
就注定会创造重金属与电子乐结合的迷幻色彩

关于这样的音乐,不必如经常的饭食
猛然想起, 却足够慰籍feeling某处的痕迹.

今天有点可怜…
(想到吃饭总比吃药好, 7-10天后要多吃小米粥,多吃蔬菜,多平静,少上火,口溃生不如死)

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The day we find the love

Don＇t you worry, I don＇t mean to make you sad
My tears will soon be over
With your conscience clear for a new life ahead
Don＇t be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
But the only thing I＇m asking, ＇cos I need you to
Remember me, as the only one who set you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, it＇s never too late

＇Cos I know, this isn＇t the first time
It won＇t be the last time
I surrender my soul
＇Cos you＇re always, keepin＇ me waitin＇, anticapatin＇
The day we find love once again
I won＇t give up while there＇s a glimmer of a chance
A dream that＇s never ending
Inviting love and a perfect romance
A burning passion, oh baby you＇re my destiny
But the message I＇m receivin＇, is that your through with me
But I＇ll be there, even though you tell me you don＇t care
How could you forget the times we＇ve shared
Don＇t throw our love away, you know it＇s never too late

Remember me as the only one who set you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No it＇s never too late


P.S.
写在这一天,有感动感谢和希望.

有一个人让我知道 寄生于世上原是那么好
他的一双臂弯让我温暖入心在长夜里拥抱
我仍然相信天长地久,那是一生的守候
哪怕会有泪水和争吵, 失望和难过.

我仍然相信风雨同舟,相濡以沫,笑面每一次挫折,享受每一个成功,
哪怕一点一滴的收获需要多少耕耘和努力.因为,
我们有我们的爱， 有痛定思痛后不离不弃的爱,
挣扎和经营, 平淡中的平淡,
每一步, 你的艰辛,我的坚定.

我仍然期待多年以后的尘埃落定,
会有一个人与我历尽人生,看过风云, 苦中苦, 痛里痛,欢喜悲哀
手牵手, 陪我看过这一世的细水常流.


写在这一天， 期待写在以后每一个这样的一天, 写在心里,
终老为止, popo, 生日快乐!



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Close To You– CarpenterS

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.


P.S.
听这首曲子很几天了， 经典可以听出很多不同的味道,
站在高高的楼道上, 透过玻璃可以看到很多的风景,
城市某处低矮的楼房, 拥挤的车辆,
没有空调的楼道里闷热的空气.

低叹过很多事情, 然后也恐惧, 也害怕,
怕某年某月某日,人前人已不是人后人那般心态,
假装过很多种表情, 伤感比快乐来得更加陡然,

有时候感谢某个巧合,会让你灵机闪动，
就仿佛垂死之人忽然有了起死回生般的奇迹,
平静,高兴,坦然,
丢下膨胀大的悲哀,觉得自己一样可以快乐无比

忽然想起 吴若权的一句话
” 用幸运的心态, 拥抱幸福的自己.”

lucky us, beatific we are .


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(一) 看片

礼拜天在家无事, 找来了<小岛惊魂>,看过之后半晌没有回过神来,
迷雾中的豪宅,
Nicole.Kidman和她两个孩子,
15把钥匙开50扇门,
必须关一扇门才开一扇门,
突如其来古怪的一家三口,
莫名其妙的怪响,
如有鬼魂出没的黑屋子..
所有一切光怪陆离的细节, 惊悚, 一步步推上最后的悬崖,
然后别无选择的跳了下去,
原以为无处逢生的地方却峰回路转,
生人竟然一开始就往生, 鬼魂竟然一开始就有血肉,
上帝给虔诚的基督徒另一条补偿错误的生路,
往生,鬼魂,换位
恐怖之后循环一个黑色的幽默.


(二) 发傻

常听说”生无所恋, 死无所依”, 生人, 往生,
一个过程, 仿佛一切注定,
无哀无怨, 按部就班,
看过片子之后, 才发现恋世比所谓更深刻,
毕竟, 没有人敢轻而易举用血肉之躯换往生之名,
常人不敢,
不知的人不敢,
知道没有勇气的人不敢,
有勇气没有理由的人更不敢,
谁能预测往生之后能比血肉之躯更接近天堂.
所以, 一切理当以生之名, 无谓往生的假象欲望.


(三) 梦游

昨天晚上做了梦, 大概与白天看刘慵的书有关,
有段片子提到一只玉镯子,
不小心摔成两截, 镯子主人觉得太可惜,
于是用黄金镶嵌从而接好了镯子,
并且把碎下的颗粒镶嵌到了戒指上,
这是镯子主人称为” 现在的完美”,
梦境中居然清晰可见那”完美”的玉镯子,
莹莹绿光,清澈润泽,
金丝镶嵌, 美论美涣,
看不清戴镯子的她的脸,
只觉得一只手, 飘忽的袖子,如同善意的女鬼.
只可惜没看到是否有同样完美的戒指.


P.S.
晕晕忽忽的一天, 时而异常清醒, 时而模糊不清,
好几分钟觉得自己在做梦,
写这些文字一共三次, 两次到结尾电脑突然死机,
如此一来,倒提醒自己只是白日梦游而已,
第一次, 一样的感觉写三次,
最后还是坚持下来, 或许某天,可以为了如果忘却的纪念.

3点的球赛,兴奋和持久度前所未有
很开心,很开心!!
不记得最近的几年的比赛, 何时会有今天凌晨的亢奋,
包括02年的德国得了亚军,
大学教室里很多同学一起看过,
输得无话可说,
觉得一切理所当然,
遗憾几乎没有

而这一切在昨天来得太美妙,
在这之前还在半决赛的失意里觉得难过,
再回到比赛中, 仿佛找回来的不是一场3,4名的较量,
真正的冠军, 用激尽所能的胜利淋漓尽致得宣泄这一切.

幸运之神3次光临, 主宰比赛其实只需要3脚射门.
小猪,
卡恩,
克林斯曼, 和一个年轻的德国队,.
积极,团结,坚毅, 勇敢, 无畏,前进,激情,以及无限的希望,
没有准确的形容,
非常清楚,
没有任何时候有任何一个球队在心中如他们一样贴近梦想的状态.

Stuttgart的夜晚精彩绝伦, 美妙无比,
每个喜欢这支年轻球队的人心中这个夜晚比柏林更加深刻,
今天再在电视上看到stuttgart那绚丽的烟火,
如幻如彩,
年轻面孔,激情四射,
很难不为之动容.

不是冠军, 胜似冠军,
“Stuttgart比柏林更美丽”



P.S.

奋进愉快欣喜美妙的一天,
对决赛已经没有任何感觉,
因为我的冠军已经诞生,
开金口预测一下, 意大利1: 2 法国





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Niga el hachalom

Ze avar ze nigmar
Ktze chalom vedai
Chol hazman shenashar
Bein etzbeotai

Ze avar ze nigmar
Letamid ulai
Ma’agal shenisgar
Venisharta chai

Nipagesh nitrae
Lev ohev eino to’e
Kmo el yam nizrom nizrom
Nevakesh ad shenagia
Veniga el hachalom

触碰梦想

结束了，这就是最后的最后
是的，梦的尽头
时之沙滑落指间

结束了，这最后的最后
也许，不会再有
轮回已经关闭
你仍然活着

我们遇见，看着对方
一颗爱的心没有错误
如我们去远航的大海
到达彼岸然后
来触摸我们的梦想


P.S.
宁静,简单,希伯来语特有的发音,
哭枪,Jerusalen或有的悲伤.

快乐的人此时心里无恙

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