蟹·寄生

FL:   绚烂的万花筒，是恍惚的梦境，
       抹去一切，剩下无根的思绪在不知名地飘荡，
       幻像中有不生不灭的停歇，
       或死如夏花的淩烈. 

paralyzed by ancient delight
and riding for a fall today
i am dressed in style, so eager in mind
but furthermore distracted by you
and it’s like i lose myself
in dreaming of summer days in bloom
oh, i’ve got no clue how i could fight that
all that i am is worth a dime
worth a dime

this liquid lunch will not stop my punch-
drunk quality to doze while i run
it is thirty-nine degrees in my mind
it’s thirty thousand miles more to go
cause it’s like i lose myself
in dreaming of summer days in bloom
for i’ve got no clue whatever happened
all that i am is worth a dime
worth a dime

P.S.  
         这篇迟到的blog，早就写好却在draft里一躺很多天，
         今天贴上来，算是这个夏天不被忘却的纪念.

         已经模糊了曾经是以怎样的感官PS这样的图，
         混乱了许多的颜色，
         只是依然很有感触的那句  that gift is off..
         灭了幻想的季节，梦里，Me too…    

FL:说’Hello’, 说’Goodbye’, 过程很长,或者很短,
      一如走过的人和事,
      在茫然里写着遗忘, 在梦境中铭刻过往.

Honest Goodbyes- Bic Runga

Sink with the tide
Rescue me if you like
I’ll be leaving it all up to you
Think how we tried
It’s o.k. to be lied to
As long as it’s only by you

People say to me it’s best that we’ve parted
‘Cause you know I’m better alone
Don’t explain to me how you’re so broken hearted
I’m too busy mending my own

Ending each night with such honest goodbyes
Such honest goodbyes for the last time
Honest goodbyes only work once or twice
They work once or twice
Then the rest must be lies

Late ever night the colours fade from the sky
And the music is gone from the moon
Standing in line for what used to be mine
What use is the rhyme with no tune

People say to me it’s best that we’ve parted
And nothing is carved out in stone
It’s such a shame how we’re back where we started
It’s late now and time that we go

Ending each night with such honest goodbyes
Such honest goodbyes for the last time
Honest goodbyes only work once or twice
They work once or twice
Then the rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies
The rest must be lies 

P.S.
      梦里再见的,不知是失而复得,
      怅然醒来 ,一数几年,
      亲人已在尘土下,
      念而不忘的纪念,  再见之时不懂说再见.
        

FL: Mai的那段低音合声,  擦着听觉轻轻震荡,
      一如感性地触摸, 越来越快乐,
      此时窗外, 温暖的春色,满目绚烂.

Tonight I feel closed to you — Mai Kuraki (仓木麻衣) + 孙燕姿

Close my eyes and feel your mind
Time has passed
I walk like a shadow
Never knew what I am going through
You touch my heart and take my breath away

Whisper on the wind so softly
Let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
Reach for your hand (You’re holding my key)
And you show me the way

Tonight, I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

All the tears that haunt my past
You promised it’ll be better tomorrow
Play that song
You and I listened to
And let it gently ease our pain

Tender rain drops from the blue sky
Flowers blooming, life is so divine
Like sunlight on a stream (You’re holding my key)
You show the world to me

Tonight, I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

So much love in this beautiful world
Search for the brightest star in the sky
You will find the meaning of love
Don’t be afraid (Don’t be afraid)
Just be yourself (Just be yourself)
We need this love… I’ve never knew

Tonight, I feel close you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one

Tonight, I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one

P.S.            
      
       绿子问渡边有多喜欢他，
       渡边回答：“ 在一个风和日丽的春天里，你走在森林中，
       突然蹦出来一头毛茸茸的可爱极了的小熊，
       小熊问你“小姐，愿意和我一起玩打滚游戏么？”
       接着，你和小熊从长满三叶草的的山坡上互相拥抱着从山坡上打滚，
       玩了整整一天，玩的开心极了。我就这么喜欢你！”      

FL: 听Cold water那夜, 从无眠到混沌,
清醒之后只是沉静,
听 9 Crimes,Damine Rice的声音是不动声色酿好的酒,
晃动支离破碎的印象,
喝下旋律中藏好的毒,
于是泛滥的情绪,惑目灼人.

9 Crimes — Damien Rice

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what i do
It’s the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It’s the wrong time
For somebody new
It’s a small crime
And i’ve got no exuse
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
Leave me out with the waste
Is that alright with u?
This is not what i do
It’s the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It’s the wrong time
but she’s pulling me through
It’s a small crime
And I’ve got no exuse
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with u?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with u?

P.S.
有一种落寞是注定的, 潜伏在骨子里,
舔食半糖的记忆和温软的快乐,
留下的冷清被寂寞肆意挥霍,
最后粉身碎骨.

平静到大平静,
淡去到大淡去,
越浅薄的越彻底,越冷清的越快乐,
世界两端该是个怎样的极乐.
past past time,
last last night,
who knows, who cares..
记得这里,
很久以前,只是歌词而已.

<七宗罪>是最近看的老片,
9 Crimes, 开了个成人的玩笑,
或许在7原罪之后,第8宗是寂寞的罪,
最后一宗罪还是寂寞,是更深更远的寂寞.

FL: 那些似曾相似,沉淀不愠不火的旋律,
       那是,无论何处,戴上耳机, 便是另一个世界.
       那个世界, 灭了思想, 只是飘落,

Paradise Hotel - Eliza Gilkyson

sailing cross the seas
pursuing sorry ships don’t know they’re sinking
holding on until all hope is gone
focusing my eyes on distant stars so far away they’re blinking
on and off and on and off and on
but the bird in my hand is promising paradise

venture forth from cave
to conquer everything that’s moving
pleasure never really lasting very long
roller coaster ride the lows the highs
feels like you’re grooving
though it’s on and off and on and off and on
and the bird in my hand is promising paradise

all the actors in your play will do their part
and go their way
or dance as long as you will pay
but she will never fly away

man behind the curtain
pulls the levers for the sheep
for me tonight there’ll be no sleep until the dawn
neon sign from paradise hotel across the street
is blinking on and off and on and off and on
and the bird in my hand is promising paradise

P.S. 离开blog的日子, 也离开喜欢的调调.
曲子中那段没词的哼唱,
是最爱的旋律.

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FL: 听这个调子, 可以到睡着

Please take me out of here
So we can have a ball
I’ve been tied up
My face against the wall

Who’s got trouble
We’ve got trouble
Go ahead make mine a double
I do declare I’m in a state
And I just can’t wait

Please take me out of here
My handsome buckaroo
Wait until I get
My hands all over you

Who’s unhappy
We’re unhappy
Get my coat and make it snappy
I do declare I’m in a state
And I just can’t wait

I’m under the bed
You’re over the moon
And it won’t be over easy but it could be over soon

Please take me out of here
Do like you’re daddy do
Wait until I get…my hands all over you

P.S.
Shivaree躲在背后,
一如继往哼唱迷惑散落的字句,
旋律是黯然的诱惑,
喜欢这样的麻醉,
身体很轻, 心很远, 思想支离破碎.

寂静, 喧嚣,淋漓尽致,
听这种音乐的时候分裂得最纯粹..

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